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The first time I was not ready
I have to wear the blame
This time I could give my love to you
But your heart is his to claim

Will we ever be
In the right place and time
Will I get the chance again
To make you mine

You come back into my life
Turn my world inside out
I could easily love you
Of that there is no doubt

Will we ever be
In the right place and time
Will I get the chance again
To make you mine

Will there be another chance
An opportunity
With nothing to obstruct
The love between you and me

Will we ever be
In the right place and time
Will I get the chance again
To make you mine

Will we ever be
Will we ever be
Will we ever be
Together

Will we ever be
Together
Will we ever be
Together
Will we ever be
Together
Will we ever be
Together
Will we ever be
Together
Will we ever be
Together
Will we ever be

What can I do to make you happy
What can I do to ease your pain
How can I ease the pain you feel
How can I help you fly again

Oh it hurts to see you this way
Lacking in joy and full of pain
Seeing the spark go out of your eye
Watching you hurting watching you cry

I can’t understand why he’d hurt you this way
Breaking your spirit turning it grey

What can I do to make you happy
What can I do to ease your pain
How can I ease the pain you feel
How can I help you fly again
 
I’ll always be there for you for whatever you need
Always to help and not to impede
You know that I’m there for you however I can
Anything you want though I’m not your man

I can’t understand why he’d hurt you this way
Breaking your spirit turning it grey

What can I do to make you happy
What can I do to ease your pain
How can I ease the pain you feel
How can I help you fly again
 
I can’t understand why he’d hurt you this way
Breaking your spirit turning it grey

What can I do to make you happy
What can I do to ease your pain
How can I ease the pain you feel
How can I help you fly again
What can I do  ohhh
What can I do yeah

Oh so quickly things have changed
From love to nothing in two weeks

How can things change so fast
To put our love into the past

Is it just you meeting someone new
Someone who is much more exciting than me

How can things change so fast
To put our love into the past

Did you ever really love me
Or was I just someone to pass the time with

How can things change so fast
To put our love into the past

Separated by distance and circumstance
Kept apart from you
Separated by distance and circumstance
Stopped from doing all that I’d like to do

I hate knowing you’re so sad
Not being able to help you feels so bad

Separated by distance and circumstance
Kept apart from you
Separated by distance and circumstance
Stopped from doing all that I’d like to do

You know the way I feel about you
But I know there’s little I can do

If it was just one or the other
It may not keep us apart
But being both it stops
Me sharing with you my heart

Separated separated from you
Separated separated from you

Separated by distance and circumstance
Kept apart from you
Separated by distance and circumstance
Stopped from doing all that I’d like to do

Separated
Separated
Separated

Talking to you tonight it hit me
What I should have known all along
I thought that you might have grown to love me
But now I see that I got it wrong

Oh I wish that it was true
That I was meant to be with you
But now it’s obvious to me
That’s not the way it’s gonna be

All of this time I’ve been so blind
It was all only in my mind
I thought you might be meant for me
But now it’s plain that’s not to be

Oh I wish that it was true
That I was meant to be with you
But now it’s obvious to me
That’s not the way it’s gonna be

Baby, baby don’t you want me
But hold me tightly in my dreams
Baby, baby, lie to me
Tell me sweet nothings in my ear

Now I see that you don’t want me
Now I know that you don’t care
I thought we might be good together
But for you there’s nothing there

Oh I wish that it was true
That I was meant to be with you
But now it’s obvious to me
That’s not the way it’s gonna be

Now you’ve gone away from me
Now I’m alone again
With my heart in a million pieces
With no self-esteem at all
No hope for the future
And filled with despair

I’ve got to believe I will find love again
Even if I don’t know how even though I don’t know when
I’ve got to move on with my life I’ve got to try and find the way
To accept me as I am to enjoy each brand new day

So I’ll move on with my life
And keep looking for some hope
Find the good inside of me
Look for the possibilities
Clear the emptiness away
Give myself a brand new start

I’ve got to believe I will find love again
Even if I don’t know how even though I don’t know when
I’ve got to move on with my life I’ve got to try and find the way
To accept me as I am to enjoy each brand new day

I’ve got to believe I will find love again
Even if I don’t know how even though I don’t know when
I’ve got to move on with my life I’ve got to try and find the way
To accept me as I am to enjoy each brand new day

loneliness
emptiness
futility
no self belief
little self love

what I need
to find in myself
is the ability
to be truly 
happy alone

what I need
what I want
who I am
who I’ll become

what I want
what I need
who I am
who I’ll become
how do I find 
peace with myself

loneliness
emptiness
what I need
who I am
what I want
where should I be
who should I be
where do I go from here

who I am
who I’ll become
what I want
what I need
I need to find
peace with myself

what I need
to find in myself
is the ability
to be truly 
happy alone

all of the good things in my life
all of the wonderful things
surely outweigh the bad
help me pass through this
help me enjoy life again

what I need
to find in myself
is the ability
to be truly 
happy alone

what I want
what I need
who I am
who I’ll become
how do I find
peace with myself

It hurts that you’re leaving
It hurts that we’re through
It hurts that you dropped me
For somebody new

How long until time heals the pain
And I can start to love myself again

I know that it’s my fault
But there’s nothing I can do
I can’t become social
I can’t make myself anew

How long until time heals the pain
And I can start to love myself again

I wish I didn’t hate myself
I wish I could be
More attractive more social
More talkative more confident

So it’s time to learn to love myself
And keep the hate at bay
Time to enjoy my own company
Somehow I need to find the way

How long until time heals the pain
And I can start to love myself again
How long until time heals the pain
And I can start to love myself again

My heart ripped apart
That part gone for good
Time to let it heal
And make a new start

Another person no longer loves me
Yet another relationship ended
How many times can a heart be broken
Before it can no longer be mended

A scar left behind
Never fully healed
Joins many more in
My heart and my mind

Another person no longer loves me
Yet another relationship ended
How many times can a heart be broken
Before it can no longer be mended

Now time to move on
And hope that the scars
Won’t shut down my heart
That love isn’t gone

Another person no longer loves me
Yet another relationship ended
How many times can a heart be broken
Before it can no longer be mended

I thought that we had something special together
I thought that what we had would last forever

I don’t know where to go since you’ve gone
I don’t know how to go on

But then you went away and left me all alone
And what we had together was all gone

I don’t know where to go since you’ve gone
I don’t know how to go on

And now everything turns to grey
As I pass each lonely day

I don’t know where to go since you’ve gone
I don’t know how to go on

Will I ever find someone as special as you
Could I ever feel the same with someone new

I don’t know where to go since you’ve gone
I don’t know how to go on

Just a glimpse of heaven
Before it’s ripped away
I wish I could retrieve it
But I can’t see the way

In no time at all you grabbed my heart
You are stuck in my mind

Just a glimpse of heaven
Before it’s ripped away
I wish I could retrieve it
But I can’t see the way

Such a strong connection
But still you can’t be mine

Just a glimpse of heaven
Before it’s ripped away
I wish I could retrieve it
But I can’t see the way

Maybe some time I’ll find the way
Until then it remains

Just a glimpse of heaven
Before it’s ripped away
I wish I could retrieve it
But I can’t see the way

We are walking through streets of rain
We are battling those walls of pain

Will you come dance with me
Like we used to do
Oh will you please lay with me
Like we weren’t through

How could we drift so far apart
And still reach through to break each other’s heart

Will you come dance with me
Like we used to do
Oh will you please lay with me
Like we weren’t through

I still want you
After all that we’ve been through
I still love you
I just wish you loved me too

Will you come dance with me
Like we used to do
Oh will you please lay with me
Like we weren’t through

But we keep walking those streets of pain
Will we ever find our love again

Will you come dance with me
Like we used to do
Oh will you please lay with me
Like we weren’t through

Like you still loved me
Like you still cared
Like you still wanted me
And the things we shared

All I wanted was to love you
But you’re gone now and I’m alone

I know that I could not offer much that you needed
But you came in and gave me hope for love in this world
You came and gave me your magic and rekindled my dreams
But I should have never believed it should never have given my heart

And now the dream’s gone a nightmare left in place
You have your freedom girl yes you have your space

So now I’m lost and lonely left with no hope at all
Waiting for time to heal so I can make a new start
A start towards being able to accept myself as I am
To pick up the pieces and to rebuild my self-esteem

And now the dream’s gone a nightmare left in place
You have your freedom girl yes you have your space

All I wanted was to love you
But you’re gone now and I’m alone

I think that I may be destined to be alone
That the love I can give will never quite be enough
So I’ll bury the hurt and try to enjoy my own company
And try and accept that maybe nobody wants my love

And now the dream’s gone a nightmare left in place
You have your freedom girl yes you have your space

You have your space girl
And I’m alone girl
You have your space girl
And I’m alone girl

All I wanted was to love you
But you’re gone now and I’m alone