A selection of songs and instrumentals by Andrew Charman-Williams or as Spiral Net. Spiral Net produces mainly electronic music either instrumental or with virtual or computer generated vocals while songs and instrumentals using my voice and/or real instruments are normally under my name..
As well as many of them (except for cover songs) being available here, music videos of Andrew Charman-Williams are available at https://www.youtube.com/@andrewcharman-williams and https://www.youtube.com/@spiralnet for Spiral Net or a selection including Andrew Charman-Williams and Spiral Net on Facebook.
Audio is available at https://andrewcharman-williams.bandcamp.com and https://spiral-net.bandcamp.com/ for Spiral Net. A smaller range is available on SoundCloud under each artist’s name.
The full selection of recordings will appear below but to narrow the selection down the following categories can be used.
Music by Andrew Charman-Williams
Music by Spiral Net
Lyrics
which includes most of the songs from above as well as lyrics where no recordings have been provided or that are unused
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I am who I am
I am who I am is an electronic rock song featuring Natalie and Hayden from Synthesizer V on vocals. It was written by Andrew Charman-Williams and produced by Spiral Net.
Lyrics
I like what I like
I want what I want
I want what I want
I like what I likeI need what I need
I have what I have
I have what I have
I need what I needI was who I was
I am who I am
I am who I am
I was who I wasI am who I am
I was who I was
I was who I was
I am who I am
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Shades of Grey
Shades of Grey by Andrew Charman-Williams is a ballad with acoustic guitar and a string arrangement.
Lyrics
In a world of black and white,
Everything, from dark to light,
Every shade and every hue,
In your love, I found what’s true.
Shades of grey, in love we sway,
Lost in your eyes, come what may,
In this world of ours please stay
Shades of grey, never fade away.
Through the storms and sunny days,
In your arms, I’ll always stay,
Life’s a canvas, we’ll paint it bright,
Our love’s colours will ignite.
Shades of grey, in love we sway,
Lost in your eyes, come what may,
In this world of ours please stay
Shades of grey, never fade away.
Reds and blues, in love’s embrace,
With every shade, our hearts keep pace,
Through the darkness, into the day,
In your love, all fear will fade away.
In this world of black and white,
You and I, we’ll shine so bright,
Hand in hand, we’ll find our way,
In the shades of grey, we’ll always stay.
Shades of grey, in love we sway,
Lost in your eyes, come what may,
In this world of ours please stay
Shades of grey, never fade away.
Shades of grey, in love we sway,
Lost in your eyes, come what may,
In this world of ours please stay
Shades of grey, never fade away.
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Dead End Street
Dead End Street is a reasonably uptempo soft rock song by Andrew Charman-Williams.
Lyrics
I’m walking down this empty road
A faded line, where dreams corrode
All the street lights have burned out
In this town where hope’s in doubt
It feels like I’ve been here for so long
Stuck in a place where I don’t belong
But I’ll keep pushing through the night
I’ll find a way to make it right
I’m on a dead-end street, a dead-end street
Get me off this dead-end street
I’m on a dead-end street, a dead-end street
Get me off this dead-end street
The shadows whisper tales of despair
Broken dreams and hearts laid bare
But I won’t let this street define
The path I walk, the things I’ll find
Feels like I’ve hit a dead-end sign,
But I won’t let my spirit decline,
Through the echoes of the city’s beat,
I’ll rise again, won’t face defeat.
I’m on a dead-end street, a dead-end street
Get me off this dead-end street
I’m on a dead-end street, a dead-end street
Get me off this dead-end street
In the whispers of the midnight air,
I’ll face my fears, I won’t despair,
On this road where hopes retreat,
I’ll carve a path, won’t face defeat.
I’m on a dead-end street, a dead-end street
Get me off this dead-end street
I’m on a dead-end street, a dead-end street
Get me off this dead-end street
I’m on a dead-end street, a dead-end street
Get me off this dead-end street
I’m on a dead-end street, a dead-end street
Get me off this dead-end street
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Love and Loss
Love and Loss is a song written by Andrew Charman-Williams and produced by Spiral Net and features Hayden & Natalie from Synthesizer V on vocals.
Unlike most of my songs Love and Loss has two different versions with one as Spiral Net and the other as Andrew Charman-Williams. Here is the Andrew Charman-Williams version which predominantly uses real instruments and vocals rather than virtual or electronic.
Lyrics
I search for your face
memories of you time cannot erase
your laughter, touch, smile
gone but with me all the whilelove and loss
such a cost
hearts torn apart
never fully lostwhispers call out your name
never the same
the fire that burned
now ashes, lesson learnedlove and loss
such a cost
hearts torn apart
never fully losttears falling like rain
drowning in pain
the love we once knew
gone but forever truelove and loss
such a cost
hearts torn apart
never fully lost
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The Candle
The Candle by Spiral Net (written by Andrew Charman-Williams) and featuring vocals by Hayden & Solaria of Synthesizer V. This is an older poem (Waxen Form) that was set to music and was used to introduce myself to the use of Synthesizer V vocals.
Lyrics
the wick runs short the
candle fades
then flickers
and goes outhow many people
has she warmed
how many
shared her lightthough with the wind
and with the rain
her flame
nearly diedshe overcame
everything
until finally
there is no morenow she has
no use no
beauty she
lies still colddarkness surrounds her
is this the
end or the
beginning
of something new
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Flow My Tears
by John Dowland
A modern interpretation of Flow My Tears by John Dowland from “The Second Booke of Songs or Ayres” from 1600. Arranged by Andrew Charman-Williams and produced by Spiral Net featuring vocals from Hayden & Natalie of Synthesizer V.
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The Merry Conclusion | Camberwell
This instrumental by Spiral Net is based on a couple of 3/2 tunes from Dancing Master volume 2 from around 1710-1718 called The Merry Conclusion (or The Assembly) and Camberwell. These are not treated in a traditional manner but as melodies for electronic music.
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Almost Spring
Almost Spring is an acoustic instrumental for mandolin and Irish bouzouki by Andrew Charman-Williams.
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Floating Downstream
Floating Downstream is a partly acoustic, laid back instrumental by Andrew Charman-Williams.
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With Arms Wide Open
With Arms Wide Open by Andrew Charman-Williams is a fairly laid back soft rock/pop song.
Lyrics
In the dark and lonely night
I find myself searching for a light
And though my heart is heavy with regret
I know that I’ll rise above it yet
I will run to you
With arms wide open
And I will chase the blues
Until my heart is broken
I’ve been wandering through the storm
With nothing but a broken heart
But I’ll keep on moving forward
Till I find a brand new start
I will run to you
With arms wide open
And I will chase the blues
Until my heart is broken
And I’ll keep on climbing
Higher and higher
Till I reach the top
And see my heart’s desire
I will run to you
With arms wide open
And I will chase the blues
Until my heart is broken
I will run to you
With arms wide open
And I will chase the blues
Until my heart is broken
And when the night is over
And the storm has passed
I’ll look up to the heavens
And know that I’ve found my way at last.
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On the Drive Home
On the Drive Home is a song by Andrew Charman-Williams. It is a reasonably uptempo rock/pop song with a slight country rock feel.
Lyrics
I’m leaving work, the sun is setting low
Traffic’s heavy, but my mind is free to roam
I turn the music up, and let my thoughts take flight
On the drive home, everything feels just right
I’m leaving the city, leaving the stress behind
On the drive home, I finally feel alive
On the drive home, everything feels right
All my worries, they fade into the night
On the drive home, I finally feel free
To be myself, to just be me
I’m driving past the fields and the old farm land
The sky is orange and the clouds are shifting sand
I take a deep breath, and let my senses take in
On the drive home, it’s like a new beginning
I’m leaving the city, leaving the stress behind
On the drive home, I finally feel alive
On the drive home, everything feels right
All my worries, they fade into the night
On the drive home, I finally feel free
To be myself, to just be me
I’m heading home, to where my heart belongs
I’m leaving behind the chaos and the throngs
On the drive home, I’m at peace
With the world, with myself, I am released
I’m almost home, I can see the lights
I’m almost home, I can feel the love inside
I pull in the driveway, and turn off the car
On the drive home, I’ve traveled so far
I’m leaving the city, leaving the stress behind
On the drive home, I finally feel alive
On the drive home, everything feels right
All my worries, they fade into the night
On the drive home, I finally feel free
To be myself, to just be me
On the drive home, everything feels right
All my worries, they fade into the night
On the drive home, I finally feel free
To be myself, to just be me
On the drive home, I’ve come to know
All that I’ve been, and all that I’ll grow
On the drive home, I finally see
All that I am, and all that I’ll be.
On the drive home
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Mirror Mirror
Mirror Mirror is a laid back, predominantly acoustic song with folk, rock and pop influences by Andrew Charman-Williams.
Lyrics
In the mirror’s gentle gaze I stand,
Reflecting thoughts, a shifting land.
Eyes that hold both joy and pain,
A canvas where emotions reign.Oh, mirror, mirror, on the wall,
You hold my truth, you see it all.
With flaws and strengths still standing tall
mirror mirror don’t let me fallEach line etched by fleeting years,
Stories told, whispers of tears.
Smiles that dance like morning light,
And furrowed brows in silent night.Oh, mirror, mirror, on the wall,
You hold my truth, you see it all.
With flaws and strengths still standing tall
mirror mirror don’t let me fallOh, mirror, show me who I’ve been,
The battles fought, the growth within.
Every scar every rise and fall
reflect my spirit standing tallOh, mirror, mirror, on the wall,
You hold my truth, you see it all.
With flaws and strengths still standing tall
mirror mirror don’t let me fallIn the morning’s gentle light
in the shadows of the night
reflect the beauty the pain I bear
in your glass it’s all laid bareOh, mirror, mirror, on the wall,
You hold my truth, you see it all.
With flaws and strengths still standing tall
mirror mirror don’t let me fall
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Found My Peace
Found my Peace is a laid-back song by Andrew Charman-Williams
Lyrics
Sitting on my porch, watching the world go by
Feeling the sun on my skin, the wind in my eye
Peace and contentment is all that I need
No worries, no stress, just pure serenity
Cause I’ve found my peace, in the simple things
In the quiet moments, my heart sings
No need for fame or fortune or greed
Just the beauty of life, that’s all I need
The sound of the birds, the rustle of leaves
Nature’s symphony, it brings me to my knees
In this peaceful place, I’m free to be me
No mask, no pretense, just authenticity
Cause I’ve found my peace, in the simple things
In the quiet moments, my heart sings
No need for fame or fortune or greed
Just the beauty of life, that’s all I need
I’m just letting go of what I can’t control
Just seeking peace and healing my soul
Cause I’ve found my peace, in the simple things
In the quiet moments, my heart sings
No need for fame or fortune or greed
Just the beauty of life, that’s all I need
Sitting on my porch, watching the world go by
Feeling the sun on my skin, the wind in my eye
Peace and contentment is all that I need
No worries, no stress, just pure serenity.
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Eternal Aching
Eternal Aching is a slow to medium tempo rock song by Andrew Charman-Williams
Lyrics
In the darkness of the night
I hear your voice so clear
Calling out my name
But you’re not here
Oh, how I long for you
My love, my heart is breaking
I’m lost without you
In this eternal aching
I see you in my dreams
But when I wake, you’re gone
I’m holding on to nothing
But the memory of you
Oh, how I long for you
My love, my heart is breaking
I’m lost without you
In this eternal aching
I’ll wait for you forever
In this lonely place
I’ll keep your love inside me
Until we meet again
Oh, how I long for you
My love, my heart is breaking
I’m lost without you
In this eternal aching
Oh, how I long for you
My love, my heart is breaking
I’m lost without you
In this eternal aching
In the darkness of the night
I’ll hear your voice so clear
Calling out my name
But you’re not here
You’re not here
You’re not here
You’re not here
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Hamlel
Hamlel is a partly acoustic instrumental for Irish bouzouki and accordion by Andrew Charman-Williams.
Even though this is the version with revised audio there are still some audio issues so I will think about re-recording it at some point.
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Lazy Sunday Arvo
Lazy Sunday Arvo is a mainly acoustic instrumental by Andrew Charman-Williams.
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Limits in the Key of 50Hz
(Industrial Decay)
Limits in the Key of 50 Hz (Industrial Decay) by Spiral Net (written by Andrew Charman-Williams) is a piece composed with certain guidelines in place. It takes influences from ambient, downtempo, minimalism and other styles and has elements of an industrial feel to it. It is not in standard western equal temperament tuning but in a scale based on 50 Hz which is between G and Ab and is the frequency of electricity in Australia.
It was created from one single, fairly short sound sample with the additional limitations of the sample only being able to be modified by stretching, shrinking, reversing or trimming the sample and by the use of EQ. The sounds are tuned to a harmonic series based on a 50Hz fundamental with all harmonic series notes up to 1600 Hz. Following on from those limits means no synthesizer or other sound source was used with it just being direct manipulation of the sound sample.
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Locria and Beyond
Locria and Beyond by Spiral Net (written by Andrew Charman-Williams) explores the locrian mode before moving to the super locrian and then ultra locrian before settling again in locrian. Partly minimalist in nature this instrumental piece attempts to explore the unsettled and unsettling nature of locrian.
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Lament III
Lament III by Spiral Net (written by Andrew Charman-Williams) is the third in a series based on the lament bass. It is somewhere between ambient and downtempo with a slightly disturbing undertone.
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Waves Upon Waves
Waves Upon Waves by Spiral Net (written by Andrew Charman-Williams) is a downtempo/ambient electronic instrumental.
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Lament I
Lament I by Spiral Net (written by Andrew Charman-Williams) is the first in a series inspired by but not restricted to the lament bass. It is an electronic ambient instrumental.
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Lament II
Lament II by Spiral Net (written by Andrew Charman-Williams) is the second in a series of pieces inspired by but not limited to the lament bass. Lament II is an ambient/downtempo electronic instrumental piece.
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Peaceful Morning Disturbed
Peaceful Morning Disturbed by Spiral Net (written by Andrew Charman-Williams is a downtempo/ambient instrumental. A peaceful morning in a rural setting disturbed by the gunshots of the nearby farmers.
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Ten Pentas
Ten Pentas by Spiral Net (written by Andrew Charman-Williams) is an exploration of ten different pentatonic scales that can be created using certain rules (2 x minor 3rd, 3 x major 2nd). It uses some techniques of serialism, math & aleatoric approaches to create an ambient piece.
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Remember
Remember by Spiral Net (written by Andrew Charman-Williams) is an electronic piece with computer generated vocals.
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Fragile
Fragile is a song by Andrew Charman-Williams.
Lyrics
I’ve been through so much pain before
And now you come to give me even more
Oh yeah I can see it in your eyes
Don’t say a thing don’t tell me any liesPlease don’t hurt me I’m fragile
Handle me with care
Please don’t hurt me I’m fragile
Show me that you careI’d always hoped that we would never part
But now you’re here to stab me in my heart
Are you so sure that there can be no way
For us to be as one for love to always stayI’d try to smile but the pain gets in the way
I can’t help but it hurts so much todayPlease don’t hurt me I’m fragile
Handle me with care
Please don’t hurt me I’m fragile
Show me that you careI know that there will be more pain and sorrow
But for me there will be a tomorrow
I have taken oh so many knocks
Maybe you should stamp upon my boxPlease don’t hurt me I’m fragile
Handle me with care
Please don’t hurt me I’m fragile
Show me that you care
Please don’t hurt me I’m fragile
Handle me with care
Fragile
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Going Home
Going Home is an electronic instrumental piece by Spiral Net (written by Andrew Charman-Williams that is ambient/downtempo in style.
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Alchemic Memories
Alchemic Memories is an electronic piece by Spiral Net (written by Andrew Charman-Williams) that is ambient/downtempo in style.
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Articulated Night
Articulated Night by Spiral Net (music: Andrew Charman-Williams)
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Unspoken Love
Lyrics
I didn’t mean to fall in love with you
I didn’t want all the pain it’s put me throughUnspoken love
Though I’m sure you knew
Unrequited love
All I have with youMy feelings for you are easier left unsaid
But it’s a battle between my heart and my headUnspoken love
Though I’m sure you knew
Unrequited love
All I have with youI’m sure you know how I feel in my heart
But I’m glad it stays unsaid so we’re not pushed apart
Cause your friendship is so special to me
Wouldn’t want that wrecked for something that can never beUnspoken love
Though I’m sure you knew
Unrequited love
All I have with youHow I wish it could be another way
But it can’t so it will always stayUnspoken love
Though I’m sure you knew
Unrequited love
All I have with you
Unspoken love
Unrequited love
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Will We Ever Be – lyrics
The first time I was not ready
I have to wear the blame
This time I could give my love to you
But your heart is his to claim
Will we ever be
In the right place and time
Will I get the chance again
To make you mine
You come back into my life
Turn my world inside out
I could easily love you
Of that there is no doubt
Will we ever be
In the right place and time
Will I get the chance again
To make you mine
Will there be another chance
An opportunity
With nothing to obstruct
The love between you and me
Will we ever be
In the right place and time
Will I get the chance again
To make you mine
Will we ever be
Will we ever be
Will we ever be
Together
Will we ever be
Together
Will we ever be
Together
Will we ever be
Together
Will we ever be
Together
Will we ever be
Together
Will we ever be
Together
Will we ever be
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What Can I Do – lyrics
What can I do to make you happy
What can I do to ease your pain
How can I ease the pain you feel
How can I help you fly againOh it hurts to see you this way
Lacking in joy and full of pain
Seeing the spark go out of your eye
Watching you hurting watching you cryI can’t understand why he’d hurt you this way
Breaking your spirit turning it greyWhat can I do to make you happy
What can I do to ease your pain
How can I ease the pain you feel
How can I help you fly again
I’ll always be there for you for whatever you need
Always to help and not to impede
You know that I’m there for you however I can
Anything you want though I’m not your manI can’t understand why he’d hurt you this way
Breaking your spirit turning it greyWhat can I do to make you happy
What can I do to ease your pain
How can I ease the pain you feel
How can I help you fly again
I can’t understand why he’d hurt you this way
Breaking your spirit turning it greyWhat can I do to make you happy
What can I do to ease your pain
How can I ease the pain you feel
How can I help you fly again
What can I do ohhh
What can I do yeah
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So Fast – lyrics
Oh so quickly things have changed
From love to nothing in two weeksHow can things change so fast
To put our love into the pastIs it just you meeting someone new
Someone who is much more exciting than meHow can things change so fast
To put our love into the pastDid you ever really love me
Or was I just someone to pass the time withHow can things change so fast
To put our love into the past
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Separated – lyrics
Separated by distance and circumstance
Kept apart from you
Separated by distance and circumstance
Stopped from doing all that I’d like to doI hate knowing you’re so sad
Not being able to help you feels so badSeparated by distance and circumstance
Kept apart from you
Separated by distance and circumstance
Stopped from doing all that I’d like to doYou know the way I feel about you
But I know there’s little I can doIf it was just one or the other
It may not keep us apart
But being both it stops
Me sharing with you my heartSeparated separated from you
Separated separated from youSeparated by distance and circumstance
Kept apart from you
Separated by distance and circumstance
Stopped from doing all that I’d like to doSeparated
Separated
Separated
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Not The Way It’s Gonna Be – lyrics
Talking to you tonight it hit me
What I should have known all along
I thought that you might have grown to love me
But now I see that I got it wrongOh I wish that it was true
That I was meant to be with you
But now it’s obvious to me
That’s not the way it’s gonna beAll of this time I’ve been so blind
It was all only in my mind
I thought you might be meant for me
But now it’s plain that’s not to beOh I wish that it was true
That I was meant to be with you
But now it’s obvious to me
That’s not the way it’s gonna beBaby, baby don’t you want me
But hold me tightly in my dreams
Baby, baby, lie to me
Tell me sweet nothings in my earNow I see that you don’t want me
Now I know that you don’t care
I thought we might be good together
But for you there’s nothing thereOh I wish that it was true
That I was meant to be with you
But now it’s obvious to me
That’s not the way it’s gonna be
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Move On – lyrics
Now you’ve gone away from me
Now I’m alone again
With my heart in a million pieces
With no self-esteem at all
No hope for the future
And filled with despairI’ve got to believe I will find love again
Even if I don’t know how even though I don’t know when
I’ve got to move on with my life I’ve got to try and find the way
To accept me as I am to enjoy each brand new daySo I’ll move on with my life
And keep looking for some hope
Find the good inside of me
Look for the possibilities
Clear the emptiness away
Give myself a brand new startI’ve got to believe I will find love again
Even if I don’t know how even though I don’t know when
I’ve got to move on with my life I’ve got to try and find the way
To accept me as I am to enjoy each brand new dayI’ve got to believe I will find love again
Even if I don’t know how even though I don’t know when
I’ve got to move on with my life I’ve got to try and find the way
To accept me as I am to enjoy each brand new day
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Loneliness – lyrics
loneliness
emptiness
futility
no self belief
little self lovewhat I need
to find in myself
is the ability
to be truly
happy alonewhat I need
what I want
who I am
who I’ll becomewhat I want
what I need
who I am
who I’ll become
how do I find
peace with myselfloneliness
emptiness
what I need
who I am
what I want
where should I be
who should I be
where do I go from herewho I am
who I’ll become
what I want
what I need
I need to find
peace with myselfwhat I need
to find in myself
is the ability
to be truly
happy aloneall of the good things in my life
all of the wonderful things
surely outweigh the bad
help me pass through this
help me enjoy life againwhat I need
to find in myself
is the ability
to be truly
happy alonewhat I want
what I need
who I am
who I’ll become
how do I find
peace with myself
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How Long – lyrics
It hurts that you’re leaving
It hurts that we’re through
It hurts that you dropped me
For somebody newHow long until time heals the pain
And I can start to love myself againI know that it’s my fault
But there’s nothing I can do
I can’t become social
I can’t make myself anewHow long until time heals the pain
And I can start to love myself againI wish I didn’t hate myself
I wish I could be
More attractive more social
More talkative more confidentSo it’s time to learn to love myself
And keep the hate at bay
Time to enjoy my own company
Somehow I need to find the wayHow long until time heals the pain
And I can start to love myself again
How long until time heals the pain
And I can start to love myself again
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Heart Broken – lyrics
My heart ripped apart
That part gone for good
Time to let it heal
And make a new startAnother person no longer loves me
Yet another relationship ended
How many times can a heart be broken
Before it can no longer be mendedA scar left behind
Never fully healed
Joins many more in
My heart and my mindAnother person no longer loves me
Yet another relationship ended
How many times can a heart be broken
Before it can no longer be mendedNow time to move on
And hope that the scars
Won’t shut down my heart
That love isn’t goneAnother person no longer loves me
Yet another relationship ended
How many times can a heart be broken
Before it can no longer be mended
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Gone – lyrics
I thought that we had something special together
I thought that what we had would last foreverI don’t know where to go since you’ve gone
I don’t know how to go onBut then you went away and left me all alone
And what we had together was all goneI don’t know where to go since you’ve gone
I don’t know how to go onAnd now everything turns to grey
As I pass each lonely dayI don’t know where to go since you’ve gone
I don’t know how to go onWill I ever find someone as special as you
Could I ever feel the same with someone newI don’t know where to go since you’ve gone
I don’t know how to go on
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Glimpse of Heaven – lyrics
Just a glimpse of heaven
Before it’s ripped away
I wish I could retrieve it
But I can’t see the wayIn no time at all you grabbed my heart
You are stuck in my mindJust a glimpse of heaven
Before it’s ripped away
I wish I could retrieve it
But I can’t see the waySuch a strong connection
But still you can’t be mineJust a glimpse of heaven
Before it’s ripped away
I wish I could retrieve it
But I can’t see the wayMaybe some time I’ll find the way
Until then it remainsJust a glimpse of heaven
Before it’s ripped away
I wish I could retrieve it
But I can’t see the way
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Dance With Me – lyrics
We are walking through streets of rain
We are battling those walls of painWill you come dance with me
Like we used to do
Oh will you please lay with me
Like we weren’t throughHow could we drift so far apart
And still reach through to break each other’s heartWill you come dance with me
Like we used to do
Oh will you please lay with me
Like we weren’t throughI still want you
After all that we’ve been through
I still love you
I just wish you loved me tooWill you come dance with me
Like we used to do
Oh will you please lay with me
Like we weren’t throughBut we keep walking those streets of pain
Will we ever find our love againWill you come dance with me
Like we used to do
Oh will you please lay with me
Like we weren’t throughLike you still loved me
Like you still cared
Like you still wanted me
And the things we shared
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All I Wanted – lyrics
All I wanted was to love you
But you’re gone now and I’m aloneI know that I could not offer much that you needed
But you came in and gave me hope for love in this world
You came and gave me your magic and rekindled my dreams
But I should have never believed it should never have given my heartAnd now the dream’s gone a nightmare left in place
You have your freedom girl yes you have your spaceSo now I’m lost and lonely left with no hope at all
Waiting for time to heal so I can make a new start
A start towards being able to accept myself as I am
To pick up the pieces and to rebuild my self-esteemAnd now the dream’s gone a nightmare left in place
You have your freedom girl yes you have your spaceAll I wanted was to love you
But you’re gone now and I’m aloneI think that I may be destined to be alone
That the love I can give will never quite be enough
So I’ll bury the hurt and try to enjoy my own company
And try and accept that maybe nobody wants my loveAnd now the dream’s gone a nightmare left in place
You have your freedom girl yes you have your spaceYou have your space girl
And I’m alone girl
You have your space girl
And I’m alone girlAll I wanted was to love you
But you’re gone now and I’m alone