I am who I am is an electronic rock song featuring Natalie and Hayden from Synthesizer V on vocals. It was written by Andrew Charman-Williams and produced by Spiral Net.
Lyrics
I like what I like I want what I want I want what I want I like what I like
I need what I need I have what I have I have what I have I need what I need
I was who I was I am who I am I am who I am I was who I was
I am who I am I was who I was I was who I was I am who I am
Dead End Street is a reasonably uptempo soft rock song by Andrew Charman-Williams.
Lyrics
I’m walking down this empty road A faded line, where dreams corrode All the street lights have burned out In this town where hope’s in doubt
It feels like I’ve been here for so long Stuck in a place where I don’t belong But I’ll keep pushing through the night I’ll find a way to make it right
I’m on a dead-end street, a dead-end street Get me off this dead-end street I’m on a dead-end street, a dead-end street Get me off this dead-end street
The shadows whisper tales of despair Broken dreams and hearts laid bare But I won’t let this street define The path I walk, the things I’ll find
Feels like I’ve hit a dead-end sign, But I won’t let my spirit decline, Through the echoes of the city’s beat, I’ll rise again, won’t face defeat.
I’m on a dead-end street, a dead-end street Get me off this dead-end street I’m on a dead-end street, a dead-end street Get me off this dead-end street
In the whispers of the midnight air, I’ll face my fears, I won’t despair, On this road where hopes retreat, I’ll carve a path, won’t face defeat.
I’m on a dead-end street, a dead-end street Get me off this dead-end street I’m on a dead-end street, a dead-end street Get me off this dead-end street
I’m on a dead-end street, a dead-end street Get me off this dead-end street I’m on a dead-end street, a dead-end street Get me off this dead-end street
Love and Loss is a song written by Andrew Charman-Williams and produced by Spiral Net and features Hayden & Natalie from Synthesizer V on vocals.
Unlike most of my songs Love and Loss has two different versions with one as Spiral Net and the other as Andrew Charman-Williams. Here is the Andrew Charman-Williams version which predominantly uses real instruments and vocals rather than virtual or electronic.
Lyrics
I search for your face memories of you time cannot erase your laughter, touch, smile gone but with me all the while
love and loss such a cost hearts torn apart never fully lost
whispers call out your name never the same the fire that burned now ashes, lesson learned
love and loss such a cost hearts torn apart never fully lost
tears falling like rain drowning in pain the love we once knew gone but forever true
love and loss such a cost hearts torn apart never fully lost
The Candle by Spiral Net (written by Andrew Charman-Williams) and featuring vocals by Hayden & Solaria of Synthesizer V. This is an older poem (Waxen Form) that was set to music and was used to introduce myself to the use of Synthesizer V vocals.
Lyrics
the wick runs short the candle fades then flickers and goes out
how many people has she warmed how many shared her light
though with the wind and with the rain her flame nearly died
she overcame everything until finally there is no more
A modern interpretation of Flow My Tears by John Dowland from “The Second Booke of Songs or Ayres” from 1600. Arranged by Andrew Charman-Williams and produced by Spiral Net featuring vocals from Hayden & Natalie of Synthesizer V.
On the Drive Home is a song by Andrew Charman-Williams. It is a reasonably uptempo rock/pop song with a slight country rock feel.
Lyrics
I’m leaving work, the sun is setting low Traffic’s heavy, but my mind is free to roam I turn the music up, and let my thoughts take flight On the drive home, everything feels just right
I’m leaving the city, leaving the stress behind On the drive home, I finally feel alive
On the drive home, everything feels right All my worries, they fade into the night On the drive home, I finally feel free To be myself, to just be me
I’m driving past the fields and the old farm land The sky is orange and the clouds are shifting sand I take a deep breath, and let my senses take in On the drive home, it’s like a new beginning
I’m leaving the city, leaving the stress behind On the drive home, I finally feel alive
On the drive home, everything feels right All my worries, they fade into the night On the drive home, I finally feel free To be myself, to just be me
I’m heading home, to where my heart belongs I’m leaving behind the chaos and the throngs On the drive home, I’m at peace With the world, with myself, I am released
I’m almost home, I can see the lights I’m almost home, I can feel the love inside I pull in the driveway, and turn off the car On the drive home, I’ve traveled so far
I’m leaving the city, leaving the stress behind On the drive home, I finally feel alive
On the drive home, everything feels right All my worries, they fade into the night On the drive home, I finally feel free To be myself, to just be me
On the drive home, everything feels right All my worries, they fade into the night On the drive home, I finally feel free To be myself, to just be me
On the drive home, I’ve come to know All that I’ve been, and all that I’ll grow On the drive home, I finally see All that I am, and all that I’ll be. On the drive home
Found my Peace is a laid-back song by Andrew Charman-Williams
Lyrics
Sitting on my porch, watching the world go by Feeling the sun on my skin, the wind in my eye Peace and contentment is all that I need No worries, no stress, just pure serenity
Cause I’ve found my peace, in the simple things In the quiet moments, my heart sings No need for fame or fortune or greed Just the beauty of life, that’s all I need
The sound of the birds, the rustle of leaves Nature’s symphony, it brings me to my knees In this peaceful place, I’m free to be me No mask, no pretense, just authenticity
Cause I’ve found my peace, in the simple things In the quiet moments, my heart sings No need for fame or fortune or greed Just the beauty of life, that’s all I need
I’m just letting go of what I can’t control Just seeking peace and healing my soul
Cause I’ve found my peace, in the simple things In the quiet moments, my heart sings No need for fame or fortune or greed Just the beauty of life, that’s all I need
Sitting on my porch, watching the world go by Feeling the sun on my skin, the wind in my eye Peace and contentment is all that I need No worries, no stress, just pure serenity.
I’ve been through so much pain before And now you come to give me even more Oh yeah I can see it in your eyes Don’t say a thing don’t tell me any lies
Please don’t hurt me I’m fragile Handle me with care Please don’t hurt me I’m fragile Show me that you care
I’d always hoped that we would never part But now you’re here to stab me in my heart Are you so sure that there can be no way For us to be as one for love to always stay
I’d try to smile but the pain gets in the way I can’t help but it hurts so much today
Please don’t hurt me I’m fragile Handle me with care Please don’t hurt me I’m fragile Show me that you care
I know that there will be more pain and sorrow But for me there will be a tomorrow I have taken oh so many knocks Maybe you should stamp upon my box
Please don’t hurt me I’m fragile Handle me with care Please don’t hurt me I’m fragile Show me that you care Please don’t hurt me I’m fragile Handle me with care Fragile
I didn’t mean to fall in love with you I didn’t want all the pain it’s put me through
Unspoken love Though I’m sure you knew Unrequited love All I have with you
My feelings for you are easier left unsaid But it’s a battle between my heart and my head
Unspoken love Though I’m sure you knew Unrequited love All I have with you
I’m sure you know how I feel in my heart But I’m glad it stays unsaid so we’re not pushed apart Cause your friendship is so special to me Wouldn’t want that wrecked for something that can never be
Unspoken love Though I’m sure you knew Unrequited love All I have with you
How I wish it could be another way But it can’t so it will always stay
Unspoken love Though I’m sure you knew Unrequited love All I have with you Unspoken love Unrequited love
The first time I was not ready I have to wear the blame This time I could give my love to you But your heart is his to claim
Will we ever be In the right place and time Will I get the chance again To make you mine
You come back into my life Turn my world inside out I could easily love you Of that there is no doubt
Will we ever be In the right place and time Will I get the chance again To make you mine
Will there be another chance An opportunity With nothing to obstruct The love between you and me
Will we ever be In the right place and time Will I get the chance again To make you mine
Will we ever be Will we ever be Will we ever be Together
Will we ever be Together Will we ever be Together Will we ever be Together Will we ever be Together Will we ever be Together Will we ever be Together Will we ever be
What can I do to make you happy What can I do to ease your pain How can I ease the pain you feel How can I help you fly again
Oh it hurts to see you this way Lacking in joy and full of pain Seeing the spark go out of your eye Watching you hurting watching you cry
I can’t understand why he’d hurt you this way Breaking your spirit turning it grey
What can I do to make you happy What can I do to ease your pain How can I ease the pain you feel How can I help you fly again
I’ll always be there for you for whatever you need Always to help and not to impede You know that I’m there for you however I can Anything you want though I’m not your man
I can’t understand why he’d hurt you this way Breaking your spirit turning it grey
What can I do to make you happy What can I do to ease your pain How can I ease the pain you feel How can I help you fly again
I can’t understand why he’d hurt you this way Breaking your spirit turning it grey
What can I do to make you happy What can I do to ease your pain How can I ease the pain you feel How can I help you fly again What can I do ohhh What can I do yeah
Now you’ve gone away from me Now I’m alone again With my heart in a million pieces With no self-esteem at all No hope for the future And filled with despair
I’ve got to believe I will find love again Even if I don’t know how even though I don’t know when I’ve got to move on with my life I’ve got to try and find the way To accept me as I am to enjoy each brand new day
So I’ll move on with my life And keep looking for some hope Find the good inside of me Look for the possibilities Clear the emptiness away Give myself a brand new start
I’ve got to believe I will find love again Even if I don’t know how even though I don’t know when I’ve got to move on with my life I’ve got to try and find the way To accept me as I am to enjoy each brand new day
I’ve got to believe I will find love again Even if I don’t know how even though I don’t know when I’ve got to move on with my life I’ve got to try and find the way To accept me as I am to enjoy each brand new day
All I wanted was to love you But you’re gone now and I’m alone
I know that I could not offer much that you needed But you came in and gave me hope for love in this world You came and gave me your magic and rekindled my dreams But I should have never believed it should never have given my heart
And now the dream’s gone a nightmare left in place You have your freedom girl yes you have your space
So now I’m lost and lonely left with no hope at all Waiting for time to heal so I can make a new start A start towards being able to accept myself as I am To pick up the pieces and to rebuild my self-esteem
And now the dream’s gone a nightmare left in place You have your freedom girl yes you have your space
All I wanted was to love you But you’re gone now and I’m alone
I think that I may be destined to be alone That the love I can give will never quite be enough So I’ll bury the hurt and try to enjoy my own company And try and accept that maybe nobody wants my love
And now the dream’s gone a nightmare left in place You have your freedom girl yes you have your space
You have your space girl And I’m alone girl You have your space girl And I’m alone girl
All I wanted was to love you But you’re gone now and I’m alone