Daddy’s Home Again

I am a child
I was once happy
I don’t understand
I loved my Daddy
I do not want this
I scream silently

I start again

I am a girl
I use any drugs
I search for more sex
I buy the first one
I find the second
I scream, agonised

I start again

I am a wife
I try to accept
I attempt to please
I am not in love
I avoid his touch
I scream futilely

I look for a means
I want an end